1977 saw the publication of a book that rocked the evangelical world and beyond. I am referring to Sheldon Vanauken's A Severe Mercy. The book is still in print, as well it should be. The current edition carries this descriptive blurb on the back cover:
This acclaimed story traces the idyllic marriage of Sheldon and Jean Vanauken, their search for faith, their friendship with C.S. Lewis, and the tragedy of untimely death and love lost. It includes 18 letters by C.S. Lewis.
That's not bad, but better and more complete is this description (from the Amazon.com website):
A Severe Mercy, by Sheldon Vanauken, is a heart-rending love
story described by its author as "the spiritual autobiography of a love
rather than of the lovers." Vanauken chronicles the birth of a powerful
pagan love borne out of the relationship he shares with his wife, Davy,
and describes the growth of their relationship and the dreams that they
share. As a symbol of their love, they name their dream schooner the Grey Goose, "for the grey goose, if its mate is killed flies on alone and never takes another."
While studying at Oxford, Sheldon and Davy develop a friendship with
C.S. Lewis, under whose influence and with much intellectual scrutiny
they accept the Christian doctrine. As their devotion to God
intensifies, Sheldon realizes that he is no longer Davy's primary
love--God is. Within this discovery begins a brewing jealousy.
Shortly after, Davy acquires a fatal illness. After her death Sheldon
embarks on an intense experience of grief, "to find the meaning of it,
taste the whole of it ... to learn from sorrow whatever it had to
teach." Through painstaking reveries, he comes to discover the meaning
of "a mercy as severe as death, a severity as merciful as love." He
learns that her death "had these results: It brought me as nothing else
could do to know and end my jealously of God. It saved her faith from
assault. ...And it saved our love from perishing."
Replete with 18 letters from C.S. Lewis, A Severe Mercy addresses some of the universal questions that surround faith--the existence of God and the reasons behind tragedy. --Jacque Holthusen
The book had a powerful impact on me as it did on thousands of others. I recently discovered that three of C.S. Lewis' letters to Vanauken have been placed in the public domain and are available on the internet. They originally formed part of a small booklet, titled "Encounter with Light," which Vanauken published with C.S. Lewis' permission. Much of that booklet was eventually incorporated into Vanauken's larger work, A Severe Mercy. The text of "Encounter with Light" is available here. It chronicles in brief compass Vanauken's intellectual journey to belief in Christ, and offers the context of Vanauken's correspondence with Lewis. The C.S. Lewis letters are reproduced below.